new year

happy new year

its almost 2009

the year only has about 3 hours left

take this as a time to look back at the good times
for some that is more then other, cus i only have a few good times

any who, happy 2009

break

break has been boring the only good thing ive done is go book shopping at a used book store, i love used things, there so full of life. any who, i got 11 books that should be good, but i havent started yet.

yesterday my mom took me to a surprize visit to the dentist to get me a root canal, but i lucked out and didnt have 2 get it!!!!! yaaaaa!!!!!
well i still have to get it after the first of the year.

i also have to get a blood test after the 1st of the year to, its gona suck

home sick

this past week, ive been homesick, really really homesick.

i miss my old home alot. these past few weeks have been really really hard. i miss it so much, it was the only place ive truely felt save, this place isnt home and it never will be.

i miss the way i would sit on my bed with the windows open right after it rained and it would just be perfect, i would feel save and at home. it was the last time i truely felt happy.

i miss it so much i just wish i could have that again, have that feeling again.

merry late christmas

happy late christmas


sry everyone ive been out of it lately and havent written anything


but any who, merry late christmas

hope you all had a good one

recap

sry guys i havent been on for a while.


lifes been hecktak, my dad fell and broke his rip, so im stuck doing all the work.


im now on christmas break, and im stuck in this house for 2 1/2 weeks.

the only good thing is my grandparents are up here with me, THANK GOD!!!!!!!

ill try to write more later

help

okay

i need some advise on what to do.

i write this blog anonymously as you may know, and well my best friends are kinda of affened that i wont tell them what the address is. but if i tell this im going to have to change some of my wrightings, cus some are about them and things i dont want them to know, it not like im wrighting anything bad its just my feeling on situations that happen.

what do i do?
do i tell them?
do i not tell them?

sleep problems

its like 130 in the morning. but like always i cant fall asleep.
my kitten midnight is here to help me blog.
i cant fall asleep and yet the past week ive only gotten about 20 hours of sleep.
the other factor is that i dont want to sleep cus then ill dream, and that nightmare is just to real.
i have to get up for school on about 6 hours.
hmm i wonder if im going to have school tomarrow or if we get a snow day.

midnight says
*purr*
*purr*
'mommy pet me, scratch me behind the ears'

snow day

snow day!!!!!
we had a snow day today. im not snowed in, but we do have snow. my friends that live closer to the mountain got snowed in so no school.

up sides
* no school
*snow ball fights

down sides
*i have to spend the day at home
*we going to have more homework tomarrow

nightmares

i up late again blogging.

i cant sleep, scratch that i wont sleep

every time i sleep i get these weird dreams that ive been kidnapped and i running to get help. someone is there with me i just cant see who it is. but i know their there. i run but they find me, the hold a knif to my neck, i try to scream but i cant, i try to run but i cant. there are to off them, they took me, but i dont know who they are, i dont see faces.


i know this all sound crazy but its not, its to real. and what kreeps me out most is my best friend alexa is having them to. exsept hers are about her and mine are about me.


any ideas to what they mean?

today

today showed me a few things,

1) most of my friends care nothing about me

2) if they care at all its about if im mad at them or not, not if im ok or if im upset



i wasnt in a good mood today so i just avoided people, my friends all asked me if i was ok and i said no

well unlike good friends they just walked away

how very nice of them

disneyland

Ok, we decided to go to Disneyland this weekend and well, it didn’t go to well. A few things went wrong,
1st we get going and 3 hours later the car starts making weird noises, It was coming from the front and it was vibrating the steering wheel, this was going down I-5

2nd we call a tow truck and it comes to get us. Well, they got us and towed us to a pep boy in Hanford, California. This is where it gets weird; my cousin who was driving took the mechanics for a spin around the block to show them what was wrong. But they found NOTHING WRONG with it, so they patted us on the head and sent us on our way, with a clean bill of health.

3rd we go about 18 miles down the road and it started doing it AGAIN. By that time we had had enough and just decided to go home.

4th it got louder and worse, but the worst part is you couldn’t predict, it was acting like a 3 year old, it was ANNOYING and RANDOM.

5th we make it almost home and croak, goes bye bye and dies. 12 ½ hours after we left were 45 minutes away from home. The girls weekend we had planned turned in to the girls can do it on our own weekend.


Theories
My theory
· The car has a ghost in it that doesn’t like me
· The car has a 6th sense, and something baad was going to happen if we went to L.A

Nikki’s theory
· We always get blessed by nana Vi, and because we didn’t it gave us bad juju

Aunt Donna’s theory
· That cus my shoe lace weren’t tied it was my entire fault, that the shoes did it, and this is apparently also the reason I fall a lot to.

Aunt Donna’s theory got disproved cus I tied my shoes but the bad juju, and 6th sense and my ghost are still in play, we don’t know what it is but I will keep you informed.

If I’m not at school next week known that were still waiting for a tow truck or the ghost got us.

If I’m at school on tueday I won’t be on Friday

And next weekend were going to do this again