stupid boys

these two boys lets call them billy and bob(witch FYI are nothing close)wont stop fallowing me and my friends. we will be sitting down at lunch or outside waitting for class and thee just seem to show up oiut of know where. its CREEPY. when me and my friend are talking about really weird things and were hoping no ones walks up the just kinda show up. the i start to laugh because thats just my luck, the i look at my friend and we kinda talk with out saying anything, then we both start to laugh and they think were crazy(witch we are) and they wont leave us alone. and not to say i dont like them as friend but i tend to zone out the world a lot and then they tend to snap me back in witch i dont like at all

school FREAKS

i dont think my school can go a day with out trying to humilate me o rmake fun of me. 24/7 i here things like "its not halloweeen" or "freak, wanna-bes". my whloe school thinks there all that and have to make fun of ohter peoples lifes just to feel better about theres. i feel sad for them because theyll never know true happiness(not that i do). anyway there all jerks who try to make me feel worse about my self but they really cant they just think they can, and they try no stop but it doesnt work.

my cat

i sware to god my cat is out to get me. it will be midnight and ill be reading and ill gett to a really dramatic part and my EVIL cat will jump on the screen. my cat lets me know he wants in by jumping on my window, he does it rightr when im in a drimatic part of my book or im just about to fall a sleep and you hear a jump and a bang and then a fall back down.

sleep

i havent been able to fall a sleep till like 3 am for the last like mounth and its getting to me. and when i do sleep i have the real wierd dreams were i fell someone watching me. i also dont rember my dream just what it was a bout. and latly ive been dreaming a bout things like a place or a person, that ive never seen before and then the next day i seee it. it scares me a lot.

generation dead

i was up late reading(again), the book generation dead and once again i wish i was the main chareter, phoebe. i wish my bestfriends were undead. she has two boys fighting for here, both undead, and shes goth like me. by the way if you dont know there making a second book called "kiss of life" it has a pic of phoebe(i think) in a coffin and adam(i think) leaning over her. it comes out in may and i cant wait.

my hair

my 'rents final let me die my hair red i like it but i wisk they would have let me die it white. but i guess i just cant win everything.

its not halloween

every single day i have to hear the idoits in my class say "its not hallowee" its so frikin anoying. there all idotic hicks that dont know 2 plus 2 there all idoits and i have to put up with them 5 days a week

eviltown

ever since i moved here ive been different i wasnt goth or emo before i came here. i was i normal girl with lots of friends. but something up in this godforsaking town killed good sane me so now there only partly sain and insain suisitle me, NOT GOOD. i think i need to get out of this stupid town as soon as posible if not there wont be any of me left.