school starts in a week and a half(17th) and im so not looking forward to it. i am extreamly worried about this up coming year. its going to be annoying to deal with these kids and teachers again. anywho, its getting late and im really really tired, ill try to write more later.
as some of you know, that the moonlanding happened 40 years ago today. and if you didnt know, now you do. i my sel wasnt alive 40 years ago to se it happen, and im kinda wish i had been. but along with the moon landin there is the question that is always asked, was it a hoax?
my question for you guys is do you think it was real or a hoax?
ill be waiting for you answer
did i ever mention i hate east coast masquitos? i dont get bitten that much back in california but here on the east coast im being eaten alive. its annoying beyond heck. im worried about going back to the bay area, my time is going to be really messed up. whats going to make it worse is that, i dont have any time to rest when i get home. the 1st week in august im in the bay area, 2nd week in august im in modock county and after that school starts. im goign to be dead by the time school starts.
i am so cold right now, its not even funny. and the scary part is that its about 85ish degrees out. did i tell you my phone broke? and that we had to take it in to the dealer today. i dont think i did, any who, i went into the store and they fixed it, thank fully. i am so tired its not even funny, i think im going to bed soon. well im in dc, my brothers girlfriend is out of town, so i get to house sit for her, its kinda cool, she has two docsons(sorry if thats no where near spelling it) and there really cute. did i mention im tired. i havent done anything to exsiteing yet, no, i take that back, i have done some exsiting things, just none i have enough energy to tell at the moment, ill post tomarrow. nighty nighty, sleep tight.
i know its been a while since i posted, but lifes been really really busy.
right now im in dc visiting my brother with no parents!!!!!! what really sucks is that im staying here for a month and im going to have to get used to them time differance and thats going to be hard. and when i fly home im going to have to do the samething....just great.
right now im sitting in my brothers office waiting for his meeting to finish so i can leave, its really really boring, i still have 1/2 and hour before i can leave and it sucks, i do like being out of nowheresville for a month.
i flew over on delta, i hated it. sorry for anyone who likes delta i just dont. im so tired right now its so not funn, i hate it. i wish i was at home, no i dont, then i'd be board and have my parents there.
speaking of parents, mine almost made me miss my flight, we were drivig down there and we stoped at the casino, my parents said only a 1/2 hour, but no, it turned in to an hour, figures. we almost missed the plane, it wasnt good. any who, ill try to post more later.bye bye for now.
we had the county fair last week, i took a sheep to along with i pig.
i found it very very interesting to go to, it was really sweet because i got to hang out with people i dont see that much. i learned a lot of new things there.
1) drink lots of water
2) if you dont drink water heat sroke sets in
3) if you have a fever fair sucks
4) if you have a migrain fair is the worst thing in the world
5) the creepy photographer will fall you all day for a story
6) if you dont feel well and want to go home do it, and ignore the leader
7) if you combind 2-5, fair is beyond hell, its better to be dead.
hey everyone,
sorry its been a while since i posted i had a breeding sheep fair i had to go to in the nugget hottel i reno navada so i couldnt get on for about a week
the fair was pretty cool. it was a lot of hard work, and very stressful. luckly we sold are sheep, dead-gay-bob and gay-fred. your probly wondering about the nickname, there kinda hard to explain, well not really. the sheep were originally names bob and fred, when we got to the fair we desided they were gay when we couldnt seperate the to of them. and this point they were gay-bob and gay-fred, the dead got added to gay-bob's name when we got done we the show and he looked dead, his head was down and he wouldnt move. so now you understand there names.
um....what elase has been going on in my life...i cant rember, oh i know, school gets out on friday. other then that lifes still hell, my parents still dont care and lifes a bitch.
oh i almost for got, whne we were getting the sheep ready to go to this fair(witch i got to miss 4 days of school for) on desided to flip over the table it was on so it could escape, and well with my luck i got the ram on top of me and the table, just great huh? just my luck. that wasnt even the end of it, after getting everything off of me we still had to get the ram up, as soon as we got the ram up it desides to bolt, i 2was the only one holding on to the ram so i went with it. NOT FUN!!! it only got a few feet but i got dragged over rocks!! i know you thinking she has to be making this up or exsaggerating it but im not!! and if you dont belive me ill send you a picture of my brused knee and cut leg!
~blue rose
hey everone, i just wanted to tell you that im sick yet again and it sucks, its really killing me. i hate being sick, its horible. ive got a horible head ache, a stuffy noes, watery eyes, and chapted lips. i wish i would stop getting sick, but i dont think thats going to happen. gosh this is killing me.......grrrrrr i hate this. well i dont feel well enough to type any more. talk to you guys later
i hate stairs they hurt, a lot! to those of you who read that first sentance and thougth i was crazy, i have a good reason for saying it. you see, yesterday i was walking into my garage and you have to go down about 3 stairs to get there and i kinda sorta, didnt go down the right way. the way i went down was the quickest but also hurt the most. if you havent figured it out yet, i fell down the steps. there wood stairs but the ground was concreate(how ever that is spelled). it didnt hurt that much it just nocked the wind out of me. i nearly gave my mom a heart attack. i hit my head and elbow on the stairs, and i hit my arm on somthing, i also hit my hip. i didnt feel the bruse on my hip till this morning, my head doesnt hurt that bad, my elbow, well lets just say if you touch it im likly to hit you hard, and my arm i think i brused. it hurts more now then it did before.......evil. on other news we have a evil art techer who made us stay after class for 5 minutes and made us late for PE, so we got marked down.... evil teacher.
Well i'm upset for no reason again it's kinda sucky it leaves me fealing empty for god only knows why. Something tells me this post will be short, I'm on my I phone and it's hard to type a lot at one time. But u just wanted to share my thought with you. It's been 367 days since I moved,367 days of hell, pure hell! It have been easer if they'd have killed me, somedays I wish they had. Well I can't think if what elase to say so i'm going to bed, later!
well im home alone for who knows how long this time. i just finished painting my room and it doesnt feel the same, it doesnt feel like my home, it feels like it belongs to someone elase and that im not saposed to be there, i didnt sleep much last night. it felt to weird. like someone was watching me and hating me for being there. mabey im just going crazy or my imagination is acting up on me, who know. all i know is that i wont be able to sleep for a long time.
well life just got a lot worse, my ipod commited suicide, it fried its self. so now i have no music!!!!!! i dont know what im going to do, most of my life is spent with music. the only up side is that to replace it im getting an iphone, but i have to pay for it. i needed a new cell any way cus mine wont charge and now i need an new ipod. so mix the 2 and you get an iphone, plus its a hell of a lot cheeper to do it that way. it saves me like 100 bucks, which is always good.
hey guys,
im sick for yet another time. ive been sick for about for about the 6th time this year. its really bugging me. i wish i could stop getting sick. well im to tired to type so ill tell you more about my week later.
my group which consists of me, kelly, jenna, lenore, bob, billy, and josh(sry i know those name suck but there all my tired brain can com up with for the moment[oh ya, not real names{for that mater there not even close}]), well are group has a lot of negitivity in it, bob, billy and josh are always insalting every one and being a jerks. one of us is always upset and im getting really annoyed by it. god one of these days i think i just might snapp and tell them off. but for there sake i hope i dont
life is such a downer. my best friend wants to start druggs cus he thinks it will make him less stressed, but we both know it wont. im trying to talk him out of it but right now i think id have more progress if i were talking to an orange, mabey i should just slap him. i wonder if that will work...hmmm.....what do you guys think? should i try it??? hopefully i can talk some sence in to him before he gets high and does something stupid. wait, he does stupid things no matter what...hmmm. what idiots i have as friends. so what has the rest of the world been up to?????? coment back
so far im not liking being a year older. it hurts, my head-ach hasnt gone away since my birthday and its killing me. and so far im a lot more tired. what is it with me and things getting worse, a lot worse before they even get a little better. i really want to go to sleep right now but i dont think i can and its way early to, my guess is this is going to be a night where i dont fall asleep till like 3 am and then i wake up at 330 only to fall back asleep at 5 and wake up at 6, but ive gone for longer on less sleep. i went for a week of getting up at 530 and going to sleep at 330 and then the whole day working my ass off, with the sheep, dogs, goats, pigs, chickens and everything elase. ok this sounds odd but for you guys that read my blog i was wondering a few things.
1) how tall are you??? ( sry thats really random)
2) what grade do you think im in???
3) how old do you think i am???
4) do you guys have any clue where i might live???
sry those where all random questions, but i wanted to see how much you guys pay attention and read between the lines.
hey peps
i hate my so called friends, have i ever said that? i dont think i have thats why im saying it now. most of them dont give a shit about anyone but them selfs and it buggs the crap out of me. i dont like birthdays that much so they made it there job to annoy me that hole day by nonstop singing happy birthday, god help me. aparently there going to call me very early to wish me happy birthday, god help me, wait i think i already said that, oh well, the way tomarrows going to go im going to need it. on monday im not going to talk to them at all, i done with there dramaticness and bitchiness and everything elase. ive tried ot be a good friend to them and i have but theyve been no where close with me...... jerks.
i think ive finally become less stressed out then i was before......i dont think im going to kill someone, well not unless you really really tick me off. i really feel like junk food right now but like normal theres no food in the house. what sound really really good right now is a doungut but i dont htink i can confince my parents to go to the store to buy one. sry if i made you hungry while you were reading this.
friday was kinda random in the way it worked. it was also the fisrt day of spring.
1st period, history: we doing this just say no thing, and the section we did today was about stress and the whole lesson was based on me!!!!! gahhhhhhh!!!!!!! i got asked all but two questions which got asked to my two best friends. figures something like this would happen to me. way to add more stress to me.
2nd period, science: went by like i normal day, everyone talking and the teacher trying to controll us but not doing a very good job.
3rd period, math: we had sub who acutally likes me. i got stuck helping the two people that have be absent for the last two days, but i got extra credit.
4th period, elective: its are last day in this class so we got to have a party!!! yay!! we watched the movie firehouse dog, and got to eat candy and popcorn and soda. i talked with my only friend that was in that class the whole time and we played truth or truth. pretty fun period.
lunch: pizza for lunch, but sadly its the school pizza so it sucked....blah.
5th period, english: same class room as math, so we had a sub here to who gave us a quiz that we all knew about but the idoits complained and ended up getting us more work.
6th period, PE: we had to run extra to day cus the idoits in are class screwed it up. ive been sick 4 a whlie now and i cant take any deep breaths so i almost killed my self. after which we had to do dancing and the poeple i had to dance with i just cant dance with. i can dance with anyone execpt those people. figures.
after school: i get home only to find my parents asleep and the door lock so i had to jump in throu my window again. i get nagged by my brother telling me i have to get a job this summer, great! my freind wont stop buugging me asking me whats wrong? and when im about to tell them they start talking about how he thinks his girlfriend is going to break up with him. i then spend the rest of the night by my self in my room trying to sleep only to fall asleep at 6 am and the dog waking me up at 630 to be let out. after which i try to go back to sleep but it doesnt work out. im about to sleep at about 10ish and these religous people that are trying to convert people show up at my door and my parents are to lazy to get up and answer the door so i have to do it. and now i sit here typing this trying not to stress out more then i already am.
well sorry that was friday and today.
i posted this on my other blog but most of the people that few this one dont few the other.
ever one up her in sucksville thinks it descripes me
Rambling words inside her lines,
complaints written just to rhyme.
Thoughts scribbled so she can vent,
who cares really what was meant.
Here it comes, drop it, let it fall,
It's just one more mistake after all.
Never perfect only fools would try,
her imperfection laid bare and dry.
Madness reigns inside her mind
run away but still left behind.
Written secrets tainted with tears,
ring hallow in a critiques ears.
Read your list and only sighed,
no knowledge given, still confined.
Expectations chain the playful pen,
who trips and falls in her attempts.
Who reached out to touch a few,
yet refused to bow down to you.
Amateur took flight in early spring,
hounded by words to clip her wings.
Stones thrown to maim and bruise,
but she's to numb from past abuse.
Small words have no importance,
describe this bird with assonance.
Little bird what do you care?
Your morning song no mystery bares.
Childish wish just to be free,
who understood but refused to be.
This golden title to hot to hold,
flower wilted under sun to bold.
Withdrawn to shadows for relief,
slips out for sun light like a thief.
Ink addiction from the core,
only obeys the need for more.
What she feels written her way,
another ramble, another day.
god please help me....im begging you. have you ever felt like the next person that ticked you off even the slightest youd most liklely snap there neck? i almost did that today about 15 times. everything is over welming me right now, GOD FUCKEN HELP ME!!!!!! no one got that today i didnt want to deal with any of them. they didnt get it after i warned them time and time again. god i dont think i can make it to the weekend. god help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why the hell does my life have to be so fucked up??? why??? why?? why??? god help me.....
well my saint patrics day sucked.....no one up here in hick down likes to dress up for it.........only a few of us wore green, and since when does marker on the hand count??? oh well i dont think i should be to surprized, but then again i am.
well im board half to death right now, i just got done cleaning my room.......oh and while i was doing that my book shelf fell on me!!! it hurt like hell. im going to be black and blue tomarrow morning......great. in other news, its friday the 13th......im not really any more unlucky then i usely am, so thats good.....i think. me and my best friend are in a fight, because she made the newish girl, i think i told you a bout her, cry. the newish girl isnt that smart and cant run and is very very very small. so i yelled at her telling her that its not ok to do that to anyone, but she felt it was "nessisary", so whateve...im still a little ticked about it. my too close friends who where going out...i think i told you about them to, well the broke up to day. she broke up with him and neither of them are taking it to well. and the guy here might get held back next year cus he only has like a 1.33 GPA and for those of you who dont know what that is its a grade point average. well now i think ive got you guys up to date but im not sure. if i rember anything elase ill tell you.
the one in blue is my youngest brother jermey...with the bone throu his nose...hes holing his daughter roxie. in brown is my over protective brother holding the one he over protects his daughter aurora.... but most call her rory.
ok...... im finaly better. im still getting over my cold but im able to get out of bed now, thank god!!!!
im going to post everything that happened during the last 2 weeks on the next to posts
sry people my internet went down again and now im sick soi wont be able to tell you anything till im better
1) i bite my nails
2) my middle name is lenore
3)i love taking pitcures
4) i hate having pictures taken of me
5) my birthday is march 28, no one out side my family knows that no matter how many times i tell them
6) i love chocolate!!!!!, well only milk chocolate
7) i went to bed at 3 am for the last week
8) i still havent named my pigs
people im tagging
well i dont know any one to tag hmmm
my internet has been down for the last week so i havent been able to post so heres an update
1) i was standing in my living room trying to find something to watch on tv and i fainted, it was really weird. both my parents were out, at the casino so i ope i dont do that again
2)i might have already said this but if i havent good, i got to pigs and i dont know what to name them, there going to go to market, what should i name them??????????
3) its been snowing here alot and i hate the snow
4) on feb 28th im going down to the bay area to celibrate my bday, and my 2 bffs bdays,
5) my dogs have been really lazy lately, we had are neibore kid walk in to the house and sitt on the coach before they noticed
i hate being stuck at home sick.
down side:
nothing to do
you dont get to see your friends
you have to make up the homework
plus side:
you dont have to go to school
no running in PE
no dealing with evil teachers
hmm....... looks like were tied
tell me if you think its an up or a down
OMG!!!!
sorry that sounded really prepy of me. any who i just found out my brother, my necies and my sister-in-law are coming down to visit my family. it so cool, i havent seen they in 4 ever and i miss my rory (my neice).
shes really really cute but im sad to say shes going to grow up to be a prep and a daddy girl, corection a spoiled daddys girl.
hey peoples,
its been a boaring two weeks nothing new has happened.
i got a book today that talks about zodiac sighns and how each sign has different color and lucky days and numbers.
i you give me your birthday ill give you info in you sign.
its really really neat
we got a new kid this week, shes really nice but kinda shy.
she looks like she ways mabey 50 lbs
shes tinny mabey 4 foot 7 inch at best
but i like her, shes made good friends with me right off the bat, which is odd cuz im kinda weird
and by kinda y mean really really weird
i got my self a henna tattoo, well actuly i have like 10+,
there weird designs but i like them, i dont have my camra with me but when i get it i will take some pics.
any of you guys ever gotten a henna tattoo??
do you want to get one????
we had the evil sub again this week, all week and next week.
im one of the unlucky classes that have to deal with her 2 times a day.
she was handing out detentions like they were candy.
SHE SUCKS!!!!!!
sry guys ive been a little out there lately and havent blogged.
we had an evil sub this week, for the whole week. she was really really mean, she gave the whole class lunch detention and after school detention for all next week. its going to be fun and we have her for the next 2 weeks.
she got so mad at us in class that she made us put are head down for 5 min and every time we talked it would start over. we wasted 40 min of class that way it was odd.
then she told all of us that she was going to expelle all of us, but never went throu with it.
it was a pretty fun class period
i dont think i sleept at all last night.
i sat on my floor staring in to the mirror the whole night, not doing anything, well i was listing to music, but im always doing that.
im usely i warm person who doest get cold but to day i was freezing
i dont kniow why it was anoyying and i still cant get warm.
i think im catching a cold. i really hope im not that would suck.
ok i might sound a little negitive and well sry
i hate the snow
i mean i like it but it hurts
i step on a patch of snow and i did the "movie fall" you know one of those falls that you only see in movies where you legs go out from under you and up in the air and you fall back, acourding to my friend it all happend in slow motion.
so now you know why i dislike snow
