court + my parents

Parents are due in court tomorrow so I’m stuck with nana and papa(lucky me) I love them and all but nana wants me to be this bright little pink dress wearing good girl which we all know won’t happen to soon. I miss the way are family used to be before my parents stared drugs and moved me to hell. When I could tell my mom things and could hang out in my house without wanting to puke from the smell of pot. My parents keep asking me why I don’t have friends over but what I’m I supposed to say “yes”, then have my friends walk in to the house and smell drugs. What am I supposed to do? Let them come over so I just try to zone out the world again and it works really well.