empty

ever since i woke up this morning i felt empty. like not all me soul is here, like part of me is gone. i dont know why i feal this way i just kinda do. i feel like my soul is trying to tell me somthing but i dont know what.

mabey im just crazy or insain, who knows. i was thinking today how most people who are sad, upset or depressed say things like 'i wish i was happy again' but the thing is that i havent felt truly happy in a long long time. theres always been some dark thig fallowing me, like me mom being a drunk, my parents doing pot, moving.