`rents

my `rents(perents) are threating to take away my computer because they think my room isnt clean anofe, witch is not true my room is pleant clean you can still see the floor. my dad calls it the "black hole" but i do tend to lose things, not my fault it just tend to go poof. did i mention that my brother put the thought of finishing school in to there mind. i dont think i would do to well, it would drive me off the deep end even more, just what i need. if they want to get me disiplins send me to boarding school at least then i wouldnt have to deal with this hell they call home. i dont think i can make it till 18 its to long. i just wish ....that...i dont know....i wasnt here in hell that i was with my freinds at home in the bay area the one they took me from to move me up to hell. my friend(that thinks im crazy) just says i need i boyfriend and it will all be ok and ill be happy but i dont think that will help since a) she knows nothing thats wrong with me she just sees the mask i put on b) i tend not to let people get to close to me cuz then they try to get me to be a happy little girl c) i dont need anymore stress then i all ready have